mystic..moody....

last i posted was a good 15 days ago.
so much have developed and so much continues to go devolve. if there is one thing i am going to learn from whatever has happened in my life, there is nothing u can predict in this life. well at least mine....

audc is different. old school, different kind of work, different kind of people.
i am just hoping that i make the best outta the opportunities i have here and not play drop ball. what is most crucial is keeping my creativity amidst this relatively on the surface laidback atmosphere and keep the team motivated challenged and progress....whew.....challenges aplenty...

some acrimonious fights over the split has really resulted more and more complex situation. the outlaws are leaving and that leaves me solely in charge of the payments etc and i have to sell the house soon. like i said life is unpredictable. its like i am just hell bent on hurting myself for the folly of having fallen in love with X. well, legal recourse is the only option i have now and let us see how that goes.

mystic seaport is in offing next weekend for c ,me and grizzles. grizzles is becoming the most sensitive and complicated dog i have ever seen..so amazingly loving and protective and yet with those sad eyes, he will always break my heart into pieces. life is funny ..u never know from where, ur next fall comes or the next angel comes to soothe ur wounds....

thats life....

champions trophy has been so interesting. india flops... chappel is not quite getting things right but let us wait and watch.

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