bah,...it gets tougher as subconciously i feel fat, fatter and fattest... some girls i have had crushes on are finding new crushes....nothing majorly crushworthy news here just felt like saying that .... day 4..... i am able to resist the smoke... but i am not able to understand why i am putting on weight or i feel as such...... well planning to start running....yes me and running...i avoided running all my life just cos i hated it....must have had something to do with the monotony or the lubdublubdublubdublubdub.......... anyway, 2 weeks ago, i was , yet again in a social gathering, where i was the only smoker and had no packs on me. But one such social smoker claimed he had the Blacks, a clove scented smokes which i tried and didnt really get my "fix" as with marlboros and other ciggies.....i poohpoohed it cos maybe there was no real cigarette...... later in that nite, i had gone to a club, where the bouncer came up with this startling announcement that the blacks are extre...